Monday, October 31, 2011

始终放不了

总在夜深人静、孤单一人时被寂寞侵袭。
寂静的周围、低落的情绪,脑海里不断浮现曾经的回忆。
你的曾诺,如今已是张无法兑现的支票。
曾经给予的关心,已变成过去式。
你的离去,任凭我呐喊,也无法让你回头。
如今也只能细细回味你给过的关心与温柔。
距离,是致命的阻碍吗?
难道就无法跨越这堵墙?
是我想法太天真、太浅短吗?
我坚信,只要彼此努力,任何一切都无法阻拦。

讨厌带着面具的人们的我,如今好像也把面具带上了。
面对着只能以朋友来对待的你,我必须把一切遮掩起来。
把一切压缩,搁放在最黑暗、最不起眼的角落,
慢慢的,日子一长,就能够忘记吧?

现在的关系,或许是最佳的。
要学会看开点,别再执着。
再痛、再不舍,也必须忍。

有一种感觉总在失眠时,才承认是“相思”
有一种缘分总在梦醒后,才相信是“永恒”
有一种目光总在分手时,才看见是“眷恋”
有一种心情总在离别后,才明白是“失落”

忘不了,仍是忘不了 
明知不可以 
但我仍是念念不忘~~` 
以后那么多的悲伤那么多的凄凉 
只有我一个人抵挡 
再也没有方向也没有幻想 
但愿忘记那忧伤忘记这迷惘 
忘记曾许下的愿望 
可是谁又了解事过境迁 
我忘不掉曾爱的你 
永恒的伤........ 
忘不掉忘不掉的你..........

如果真爱,是一种幸福,心痛也是幸福。
如果真爱,是一种享受,心累也是享受。
如果真爱,是一种体会,心碎也是美丽。

在时间的轮回里,我已被重重的思念定格。
爱一个人没有任何理由,忘记一个人却需要很多理由!~ 
爱由一个微笑开始,用一个吻来成长,用一滴泪去结束。用一生去想念…… 
现在我明白了,一个人时可以不感到孤单,可是想念一个人时却一定会感到孤单~~       

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Relaxing with Drama

Finally, finished up 3 units for the final examination~ phuh...
It's time to have fun and relax. XD
This is what I've been waiting for after few sleepless night knuckling down for my studies.
Seriously, it was really tiring. @.@

Now, I'm filling up my days with drama :)
It's so satisfying & I love this kind of lifestyle but it just wouldn't last long. :(

This is the drama I watch
Really really ♥ this ↓

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Releasing stress ~~EAT~~

Having Communication in Business final examination tomorrow.
I'm so stress up.
Haven't prepared for the essay-typed question yet which carries the most marks.

Kinda lazy to study,feeling kinda fed up with CIB already.
That's why, I went out for dinner, to release stress.
But I ended up going out for the whole night.... [woots]
Hahaha~~

I went to a lot of places & ate a lot of things... :D

I took my dinner at 中国饺子王.
The moment I stepped in the restaurant, and things that surprised me the most was, I saw a cello and a violin there, made of antique style!
I wonder, if there would be any performances... XD

I didn't manage to order any main dishes.
Instead, I ate only dumplings. 

Hmm~ Nice nice ^^














Went to Bintang Mall after that.
Walking around and then started to eat again~ Hehe
Fried durian ↓


















Big Apple's Donuts ↓














Duren Duren ↓ 
Donutella ↓
Presidential Sweet ↓

After wandering around for some time,went off to the next station :P
Siamese Secrets ^^
The atmosphere there, kinda romantic.
Is a nice place to go though~

Again, the photos of the food ordered ↓


 

 


Chocolate smoothie with cookies ♥ ↓
 


 

















Cheese cake, my favourite ↓

After those eating hours, went back home and started to study again. >.<
So sad that I have to stay up whole night just to study for that bloody CIB in such a nice day with rains pouring down heavily... :(

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

First time cooking

I'm ill again. Get caught in flu and cough this time. >.<
Suffer~~~~

Don't feel like going out today, so I cooked at home for lunch and dinner.

Red bean with egg ↓














Well, this is the first time I cook this kind of meal.
Can be considered as kinda successful huh~~ :D

Put aside packet mee, food that I've cooked for this month are:

Vegetable salad (15/10/11)↓

Cheese rice with egg and mayonnaise (14/10/11)↓
The cheese rice was not that nice as what I expect it to be.
Disappointed :(

But the salad was really nice.
I had it for my lunch that day and at night, went out for pizzas at Al Fresco. =)















Pepperoni beef pizza ↓














Hawaiian chicken pizza ↓














Cherry berry special ↓














Hehe~
All the pizzas are nice, especially pepperoni~ Love it! ^^

Went for pool after that ↓ XDDD

Monday, October 17, 2011

有一种爱,叫做放手

如果你不爱一个人,请放手,好让别人有机会爱她。如果你爱的人放弃了你,请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人。 
 
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的,爱是人生中一首永远
也唱不完的歌。人一生中也许会经历许多种爱,但千万别让爱成为一种伤害。生活中到处都存
在着缘分,缘聚缘散好像都是命中注定的事情;有些缘分一开始就注定要失去,有些缘分是永
远都不会有好结果;可是我却偏偏渴望创造一种奇迹。爱一个人不一定要拥有,但拥有一个人
就一定要好好的去爱他。 
 
如果真诚是一种伤害,请选择谎言;如果谎言是一种伤害,请选则沉默;如果沉默是一种伤害,
请选择离开。如果爱是一种伤害,请不要靠近。可是好多的情况下并不是如此,因为不由得你
选择。 
 
如果失去是苦,你怕不怕付出?如果痴迷是苦,你会不会选择结束?如果追求是苦,你会不会
选择执迷不悟?如果分离是苦,你要向谁倾诉?好多事情都是后来才看清楚,好多事情当时一
点也不觉得苦,然而我已经找不到来时的路。 
 
有一种爱,明明是深爱,却表达不完美。有一种爱,明知道要放弃,却不甘心就此离开。有一
种爱,明知是煎熬,却又躱不掉。有一种爱,明知无前路,心却早已收不回来。